Does my bag look big in this?

My constant companion for the next 4 months aka my backpack, weighs 19.5kg*

*give or take +/- items since 28/03/14

I've already mentioned that the tour was full on and literally you get at your new destination and it's like 'we meet in one hour' and off we go. 

I have developed a really unhealthy habit of whatever, wherever I am and regardless of the time I have in that accommodation i.e no time, I find myself emptying my bag and repacking everything in the slightish hope a miracle is bestowed upon me, I keep all the contents but the bag becomes a kg or two lighter. 

Who am I kidding. It doesn't.